Monday, May 6, 2013
Thursday, April 25, 2013
My Strange Addiction 6 (GROSS)
Carrying around my husband urn
Casie is 26 and she is addicted to carrying around her husbands urn, but she is taking her addiction a little further. She has started eating her husbands ashes also. She was carrying him and around and she accidently spilled his ashes on her hands and she didn't want to wipe him away because thats her husband so she just ate him. It has gotten to a point to where his ashes are the only thing that she eats. We can all say that she is handling the the death of her husband very roughly. She was so happy with him that his death was heartbreaking. I get that the only way that she can be close with him anymore is by eating him. She hates the taste but she does it anyways. She can not stand to be away from her husband, she doesn't no any other way to cope with his death. Casie started seeing a therapist and she had to say her eating the ashes is her way of coming out reality.
Casie is 26 and she is addicted to carrying around her husbands urn, but she is taking her addiction a little further. She has started eating her husbands ashes also. She was carrying him and around and she accidently spilled his ashes on her hands and she didn't want to wipe him away because thats her husband so she just ate him. It has gotten to a point to where his ashes are the only thing that she eats. We can all say that she is handling the the death of her husband very roughly. She was so happy with him that his death was heartbreaking. I get that the only way that she can be close with him anymore is by eating him. She hates the taste but she does it anyways. She can not stand to be away from her husband, she doesn't no any other way to cope with his death. Casie started seeing a therapist and she had to say her eating the ashes is her way of coming out reality.
My Strange Addiction 5
Eating plastic/ Bathes in beach
Kailyn is 18 and she is addicting to eating plastic. Over 150 lbs of plastic has been consumed, and sometimes she chooses it over regular food. When she was 6 years old she was abused, so to deal with her past she turns to eating plastic. She kinda like the reaction she gets out of people. They fact that people find it weird that she does it and people want her to stop. Kailyn has stomach pain alot because of the plastic, when she was seeing a doctor they notice that something doesn't feel right about her liver. Eating plastic possibly feels her void, she said that it makes her fuller than food does.
Gloria LOVES bleach. She loves the feel of bleach. everyday she cleans her entire house with bleach it has ruined much of her clothes and alot of her furniture. Regardless of its affect she refuses to stop cleaning with it. When she was pregnant she would put bleach on toilet paper and eat it. Every day she bathes with bleach. The chemicals have burned her skin and her eyes, and it can also cause cancer. Gloria's addiction is like a drug, and it is slowly killing her.
When it comes to Gloria I wonder if deep down the reason why she cleans herself in bleach is because she is a black woman. Possibly a part of her wants to ruin or lighten her skin, but its all down in her subconscience
Its freaking amazing how all of these people could be doing to themself and all them be so harmful to the body. But thats how addiction works I suppose. Everything else is thrown out the window in order to satisfy that fix.
Kailyn is 18 and she is addicting to eating plastic. Over 150 lbs of plastic has been consumed, and sometimes she chooses it over regular food. When she was 6 years old she was abused, so to deal with her past she turns to eating plastic. She kinda like the reaction she gets out of people. They fact that people find it weird that she does it and people want her to stop. Kailyn has stomach pain alot because of the plastic, when she was seeing a doctor they notice that something doesn't feel right about her liver. Eating plastic possibly feels her void, she said that it makes her fuller than food does.
Gloria LOVES bleach. She loves the feel of bleach. everyday she cleans her entire house with bleach it has ruined much of her clothes and alot of her furniture. Regardless of its affect she refuses to stop cleaning with it. When she was pregnant she would put bleach on toilet paper and eat it. Every day she bathes with bleach. The chemicals have burned her skin and her eyes, and it can also cause cancer. Gloria's addiction is like a drug, and it is slowly killing her.
When it comes to Gloria I wonder if deep down the reason why she cleans herself in bleach is because she is a black woman. Possibly a part of her wants to ruin or lighten her skin, but its all down in her subconscience
Its freaking amazing how all of these people could be doing to themself and all them be so harmful to the body. But thats how addiction works I suppose. Everything else is thrown out the window in order to satisfy that fix.
My Strange Addictions 4
Gas sniffer/ Teddy bear collector
Theresa is addicted to smelling gas, its the first and last thing she does every single day. She always has a bottle of gas with her, she has been doing this for 30 years. Her father asked if she wanted to smell his gas can and she has been addicting to smelling it ever since. I think that the chemicals in gas and her doing it for so long has aged her a ton. Her teeth are yellow and rotting almost, and it has caused her to have memory loss. Her gas sniffing has caused her to have a bunch of health problems. In this story, there was nothing tramatic that happened its just simply she like the affect and the smell. It is so different then having a drug problem. I had a gas spill in my car and it made me sick, I felt terrible and my whole brain hurt. I could only imagine how she feels on a daily basis.
Krista is addicted to her teddy bears, she seriously treats them as if they are her own children. She changes them, plays with them, and takes them everywhere with her. Her addiction has started because she is not allowed to have children herself because of medical issues. Being a mother is the only thing she really wanted to be and her mothering her teddy bears if her way of getting that motherly fix. She is an addict for drinking and drugs but has gotten over that. She just has an addictive personality, and has switched from one addiction to another. I believe that people encourage their addiction just makes it worse, and her boyfriend allows it to happen. You start to wonder thought because she is always addicted to something, if she wasn't addicted to her bears then what would she use instead?
Theresa is addicted to smelling gas, its the first and last thing she does every single day. She always has a bottle of gas with her, she has been doing this for 30 years. Her father asked if she wanted to smell his gas can and she has been addicting to smelling it ever since. I think that the chemicals in gas and her doing it for so long has aged her a ton. Her teeth are yellow and rotting almost, and it has caused her to have memory loss. Her gas sniffing has caused her to have a bunch of health problems. In this story, there was nothing tramatic that happened its just simply she like the affect and the smell. It is so different then having a drug problem. I had a gas spill in my car and it made me sick, I felt terrible and my whole brain hurt. I could only imagine how she feels on a daily basis.
Krista is addicted to her teddy bears, she seriously treats them as if they are her own children. She changes them, plays with them, and takes them everywhere with her. Her addiction has started because she is not allowed to have children herself because of medical issues. Being a mother is the only thing she really wanted to be and her mothering her teddy bears if her way of getting that motherly fix. She is an addict for drinking and drugs but has gotten over that. She just has an addictive personality, and has switched from one addiction to another. I believe that people encourage their addiction just makes it worse, and her boyfriend allows it to happen. You start to wonder thought because she is always addicted to something, if she wasn't addicted to her bears then what would she use instead?
My Strange Addiction 3
Wearing diapers/ Eating dryer sheets
Charmissa is 35 and she is addicting to eating dryer sheets. She loves the taste of them! Their fresh clean smell capivated her to the point where she decided to taste it, now she can't stop. She constantly eats dryer sheets during the day. 3,000 sheets a year! She actually got the addiction from her mother! Her mother use to chew and eat paper towels and toilet paper, but for Charmissa the dryer sheets were brought on by herself. The chemicals are so strong in the sheets that she has to wrap them in toilet paper but she regardless of the burn she does it anyways. Her addiction was inherited which is kinda sad. To think that she is the way she is because she grew up with her mother chewing and eating objects that should not injested. Death would be a high possiblity if she continued her addiction is death and brain damage because of those chemicals.
Riley is 25 and she is addicted to being an adult baby. Ummm not only it is weird that she likes being an adult baby but she is also a transgender. She sleeps in a crib that she made for herself and wears diapers. She started wearing diapers when she was 13 and and it increased into buying more baby items. She wears diapers 24 hours a day, and yes she actually does mess her diapers. She has this addiction is because she was born as a boy knowing that something was always wrong she never got to experience being a baby girl and growing up as a female. The idenity confusion could cause someone to make drastic changes in their life, always having the feeling that something was missing.
Riley is 25 and she is addicted to being an adult baby. Ummm not only it is weird that she likes being an adult baby but she is also a transgender. She sleeps in a crib that she made for herself and wears diapers. She started wearing diapers when she was 13 and and it increased into buying more baby items. She wears diapers 24 hours a day, and yes she actually does mess her diapers. She has this addiction is because she was born as a boy knowing that something was always wrong she never got to experience being a baby girl and growing up as a female. The idenity confusion could cause someone to make drastic changes in their life, always having the feeling that something was missing.
My Strange Addictions 2
Eating Drywall/ Getting hair out of drains
Evan is 28 and he is addicting to pulling hair out of shower drains. He says that it is a stress relief for him :/ weird I know. He gets it and he likes the wet slimy kinda and then all of his anxiety is gone. I'm noticing a bit of a pattern that alot of these addictions are anxiety caused. He addiction started when he was younger after his father passed away. His freinds worry about him cause they don't want him to become that "weird guy". He likes doing it to peoples drains that he has never been to before. After he does it he regrets doing it, and he feels disgusted with himself, than just throws the hair away. Its sad that he really does want to change but doesn't know how to do it, what steps to take to move forward. You start to ask questions such as how far could the addiction take him? Could it push him to weirder and extremer limits? I don't really know where the death of his father could bring up the want to pull hair out of the drain, if thats the cause of it at all. He said that his favorite type is brown hair and his father had brown hair but I don't know. Him playing with the hair causes him to visualize what the women look like that the hair belongs to. If anything it sounds like he just might have a hair fetish. The therapist said that he has an anxiety disorder.
Nicole is 26 a single parents and she is addicted to eating dry wall. She has been eating dry wall for 7 years, and she eats up to 3 square feet in a week. She is seriously eating her own house. Her addiction started to become really bad shortly after mother died. She hides her addiction. Just thinking about all the things that are in dry wall is scary, things like fiber glass. Fiber glass could cut up her insides and could possibly kill her! Luckily her addiction have been a little easy to kick. She stopped eating it after a visit to the doctor. She decided that her sons life and her own were more important than feeding the addiction
With this episode it makes me wonder, could a tramatic situations really cause a spark in a strange addiction?
Evan is 28 and he is addicting to pulling hair out of shower drains. He says that it is a stress relief for him :/ weird I know. He gets it and he likes the wet slimy kinda and then all of his anxiety is gone. I'm noticing a bit of a pattern that alot of these addictions are anxiety caused. He addiction started when he was younger after his father passed away. His freinds worry about him cause they don't want him to become that "weird guy". He likes doing it to peoples drains that he has never been to before. After he does it he regrets doing it, and he feels disgusted with himself, than just throws the hair away. Its sad that he really does want to change but doesn't know how to do it, what steps to take to move forward. You start to ask questions such as how far could the addiction take him? Could it push him to weirder and extremer limits? I don't really know where the death of his father could bring up the want to pull hair out of the drain, if thats the cause of it at all. He said that his favorite type is brown hair and his father had brown hair but I don't know. Him playing with the hair causes him to visualize what the women look like that the hair belongs to. If anything it sounds like he just might have a hair fetish. The therapist said that he has an anxiety disorder.
Nicole is 26 a single parents and she is addicted to eating dry wall. She has been eating dry wall for 7 years, and she eats up to 3 square feet in a week. She is seriously eating her own house. Her addiction started to become really bad shortly after mother died. She hides her addiction. Just thinking about all the things that are in dry wall is scary, things like fiber glass. Fiber glass could cut up her insides and could possibly kill her! Luckily her addiction have been a little easy to kick. She stopped eating it after a visit to the doctor. She decided that her sons life and her own were more important than feeding the addiction
With this episode it makes me wonder, could a tramatic situations really cause a spark in a strange addiction?
My Strange Addictions
Rampant Rats/ Extreme finger nails
This lady has been addicting to having hairless rats for 10 years. She has 52 hairless rats Because her family refuses to talk to her anymore her love for her rats is the only kind of effection she has. She sleeps with some of her rats as well, she is broke and feeds her rats before she pays any bills or feeds herself. The rats were disgusting. They had boils on them, and cuts, it didn't look healthy at all. Rats can cause diseases that could cause her to die. The fact that her family has basically given up to her I feel that she clings onto the rats just that much more because they are the only ones that love and rely on her. Theresa tries to go to therapy in order to salvage the relationship with her daughter. Someone complained to say that the rats were not being taken care of so animal control removed all the rats from her house.
Jazz is addicted to growing her nails, she has been growing them for 22 years and her longest nails is 24 inchs. She considers her nails as being like her kids, they are very close to the heart. But on the other hand she cant do normal every day tasks anymore. She goes to the nail salon every week and cost $250 to get them done. She is so attached to her nails that if she breaks one she crys and has a high level of anxiety until she gets it fixed. Personally I don't know why or how anyone would get attached to growing out their finger nails. Even if a doctor told her to she had to cut her nails she would refuse to do that. That is what an addiction does to you. Regardless of what the risks are you can't help but over look it to keep you in the comfort of your addiction
This lady has been addicting to having hairless rats for 10 years. She has 52 hairless rats Because her family refuses to talk to her anymore her love for her rats is the only kind of effection she has. She sleeps with some of her rats as well, she is broke and feeds her rats before she pays any bills or feeds herself. The rats were disgusting. They had boils on them, and cuts, it didn't look healthy at all. Rats can cause diseases that could cause her to die. The fact that her family has basically given up to her I feel that she clings onto the rats just that much more because they are the only ones that love and rely on her. Theresa tries to go to therapy in order to salvage the relationship with her daughter. Someone complained to say that the rats were not being taken care of so animal control removed all the rats from her house.
Jazz is addicted to growing her nails, she has been growing them for 22 years and her longest nails is 24 inchs. She considers her nails as being like her kids, they are very close to the heart. But on the other hand she cant do normal every day tasks anymore. She goes to the nail salon every week and cost $250 to get them done. She is so attached to her nails that if she breaks one she crys and has a high level of anxiety until she gets it fixed. Personally I don't know why or how anyone would get attached to growing out their finger nails. Even if a doctor told her to she had to cut her nails she would refuse to do that. That is what an addiction does to you. Regardless of what the risks are you can't help but over look it to keep you in the comfort of your addiction
She Will Never Be forgotten
Her
Spirit Will Never Die
I
remember from the start that Lauren had the brightest eyes that could just
light up the world. On April 20th 1993 an angel was brought onto
this earth, and the baby of the family was born. She had a happiness that she
carried around with her and no matter what she could liven up a room. Even from
a little girl she would get into everything, we called her are little portague
because she was always in everyone’s business. We could never her tell her
anything but it was near to impossible for her to keep a secret. If she bought
a gift for someone’s birthday or for Christmas she just couldn’t handle it and
would end up giving it to them weeks in advance. I always envied her for not
having a care what other people thought. She was a free spirit, wacky, and at
times a bit of a trouble maker. I kid you not we could go to a restaurant and
if she wanted to she would jump up and just breaking it down and start dancing.
She definitely tested her waters when she was growing up, but I have to say
that she grew up into a very smart young lady. She was an amazing friend,
daughter, sister, wife, and mother. If you looked up selfless in the dictionary
I’m pretty sure that you would find her picture. 
I’m happy to know that she lived such a fulfilling
life. She accomplished and did a lot of things in her 105 years of life. She
worked at her very first job from high school to a few years in college,
believe it or not it was at an auto shop. She went to college and got her bachelor’s
degree for education and went straight into teaching. It was the only thing she
ever wanted to do, and we saw her passion for it since day one. She loved what
she did, and always said it was one of her greatest accomplishments. 
While in
college she finally met the love of her life, Justin Zimmerman. They dated for
4 long years before they finally decided to take the plunge and get married,
Lauren was 25 and a vision in white. Lauren always made jokes saying “it’s
going to be weird going from the front of the alphabet to the end.” Justin’s
job moved them to Tennessee, where Lauren finally got her dream home. She got
her house on a big piece of land for her to start a family in the country and
have some land to play on. Over the years she was blessed with 3 beautiful
children Noah, Beau, and Melanie. She raised them in the country like she
always wanted to be, they grew up with camping, hunting, and 4 wheelers. Her
family meant the world to her, and she was an amazing mother, would have given
up her life for them.She loved to travel and was able to travel all over the world, from Ireland to all over Europe. Following her dreams was always one of her greatest characteristics, she said she wanted to travel the world and she did just that. Ireland was on the top of her list. After her and Justin were empty nesters they got the opportunity to have a little bit of fun. They bought a lake house, boats, and horses; all they wanted to do was have fun.
She might have been a bit on the older side but she never missed a beat. Her youthful spirit never seemed to leave her. She was such a strong woman and lived for a very long time; unfortunately she lost her loving husband now she is reunited with him again. She was dearly loved and she will be terribly missed. Those who knew her will never forget her, she had that trick of making an impression on people. Lauren if you can hear me now, know that we all love you and you will never be forgotten.
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Volunteer Observations
Volunteer hours
I volunteered at a carnival for an elementary school at a concession stand, and I have to say I noticed a difference in the devleopment of children. The kids that were a bit younger, their parents had to ask them what they wanted and they either said yes or no, the older children closer to the 4th and 5th years of elementary school had no problem in voicing to their parents what they wanted. Some children didn't even come up with their parents at all, they came up and right away knew what they wanted. Watching the children was so much fun. The parents of the younger children help them by teaching them how to say please and thank you which I thought was really cute. As children get older they know more of what they want then just giving the options of what they can have.
I love children and I always have for some reason, so helping out at this event was so much fun, and it was a good way to spend a Saturday. I the kids were funny and polite and they sure did love Cotton Candy, lol. It was a great day over all
I volunteered at a carnival for an elementary school at a concession stand, and I have to say I noticed a difference in the devleopment of children. The kids that were a bit younger, their parents had to ask them what they wanted and they either said yes or no, the older children closer to the 4th and 5th years of elementary school had no problem in voicing to their parents what they wanted. Some children didn't even come up with their parents at all, they came up and right away knew what they wanted. Watching the children was so much fun. The parents of the younger children help them by teaching them how to say please and thank you which I thought was really cute. As children get older they know more of what they want then just giving the options of what they can have.
I love children and I always have for some reason, so helping out at this event was so much fun, and it was a good way to spend a Saturday. I the kids were funny and polite and they sure did love Cotton Candy, lol. It was a great day over all
Brain Model
This is my brian model
I made it out of clay and I have to say I think it looks pretty freaking good!
Red area- Frontal Lobe- Planning/Reasoning, problem solving, recognising and regluationg emotion, social skills.
Green Lobe- Tempral Lobe- Understanding language, processing auditory information, organising information, memory, leaming.
Blue Lobe- Parietal Lobe- Recognising sensations and body positon, Recognising objects, spatial judgements, understanding time.
Purple Area-Occipital Lobe- Intergrating and processing visual information (colour, shape, distance)
Orange Area- Cerebellum- controls balance and muscle co-ordiantion.
Yellow Area- brain stem- regulates breathing, body temperature, heart activity etc.
Day 15 Sleep process
Day 15 02/21/13
I went to sleep around 1:00 a.m. woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up a couple of time because for some strange reason the dogs keep barking in the middle of the night.
I have been staying at my dads house lately and I have noticed that I am a lot more easily woken up then I would be if I was in my own bed. I am the type of person who is extremely sensitive to bed comfortness. My dad happens to have one of those temperpedic bed, and I have to say that I hate it. Every little move that anyone makes in the house (mainly the dogs) I can hear and I wake up. I wake up every morning with a backache and feeling like I haven't slept at all. Although I am sleeping 8 hours or more, I believe that the type of bed really depends on how well you sleep. As I have told you before that I can sleep like a freaking rock, in my own bed, but at my dad's house sleeping in his bed I feel like I haven't gotten any sleep what so ever.
FYI: I am house sitting for my dad, he is on a cruise so I am watching the dogs. Thats the reason I am sleeping in his and my step moms bed. Just thought I should clear that up lol
I went to sleep around 1:00 a.m. woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up a couple of time because for some strange reason the dogs keep barking in the middle of the night.
I have been staying at my dads house lately and I have noticed that I am a lot more easily woken up then I would be if I was in my own bed. I am the type of person who is extremely sensitive to bed comfortness. My dad happens to have one of those temperpedic bed, and I have to say that I hate it. Every little move that anyone makes in the house (mainly the dogs) I can hear and I wake up. I wake up every morning with a backache and feeling like I haven't slept at all. Although I am sleeping 8 hours or more, I believe that the type of bed really depends on how well you sleep. As I have told you before that I can sleep like a freaking rock, in my own bed, but at my dad's house sleeping in his bed I feel like I haven't gotten any sleep what so ever.
FYI: I am house sitting for my dad, he is on a cruise so I am watching the dogs. Thats the reason I am sleeping in his and my step moms bed. Just thought I should clear that up lol
Day 14 Brotherly Madness
Day 14 02/20/13
Went to bed around 12:30 a.m. woke up around 10:30 a.m.
The dogs woke up barking about two times around 2:00 a.m. and 4:30 a.m.
I was at dinner with my family and I had a new guy I have been seeing at the house for dinner. How out of no where me and my brother get into this huge fight which results into him throwing my phone into the wall. I start freaking out and yelling "you have to buy me a new phone! I can't believe you did that!" I'm am having the biggest fit of my life. I'm crying and screaming and it ends up freaking the guy that I brought over out.
Then I wake up
I have been dating this new guy lately and he hasn't met my family yet, even though I know I would never act that way in front of my family. My brother and I do have a bit of a problem when it comes to who will pay for what, because even though he as more money then I do I end up buying everyones birthday and Christmas presents. I haven't thought about that in a while though so I don't know why money problems would come up in my dream. The guy I have been seeing is not even close to meeting my family, cause even though this is a dream you have to be mentally prepared to meet my family lol.
Went to bed around 12:30 a.m. woke up around 10:30 a.m.
The dogs woke up barking about two times around 2:00 a.m. and 4:30 a.m.
I was at dinner with my family and I had a new guy I have been seeing at the house for dinner. How out of no where me and my brother get into this huge fight which results into him throwing my phone into the wall. I start freaking out and yelling "you have to buy me a new phone! I can't believe you did that!" I'm am having the biggest fit of my life. I'm crying and screaming and it ends up freaking the guy that I brought over out.
Then I wake up
I have been dating this new guy lately and he hasn't met my family yet, even though I know I would never act that way in front of my family. My brother and I do have a bit of a problem when it comes to who will pay for what, because even though he as more money then I do I end up buying everyones birthday and Christmas presents. I haven't thought about that in a while though so I don't know why money problems would come up in my dream. The guy I have been seeing is not even close to meeting my family, cause even though this is a dream you have to be mentally prepared to meet my family lol.
Monday, March 4, 2013
Day 13 "Hey Jessie"
Day 13 02/19/13
I went to bed around 12:30 a.m. and woke up around 9:30 a.m.
This isn't really a dream that I can explain as me being in the dream so I just have to tell it as a story.
Well for starters I'm a nanny for a 9 year old so I watch a lot of Disney channel a lot lol. One of the shows that is her favorite is called "Jessie" which is about a nanny to 4 adopted kids. Out of the Disney shows its one of my favorites as well, we like watching it together cause she says it reminds her of me. Well in this dream it was like watching a new episode of "Jessie." I wasn't in the dream at all. They were on 1960 though and champions forest drive, and if I remember correctly I think they were trick or treating but not for Halloween, they were doing it for Christmas? Going house to house and kids running around everywhere. I remember that Jessie was wearing a really cute outfit that I loved which is a thought I commonly have when I'm watching the show.
It was a little strange having a dream that I wasn't in. I don't know if thats a common thing or not. Its a bit strange that I have a dream about the show after going the longest without watching it.
I went to bed around 12:30 a.m. and woke up around 9:30 a.m.
This isn't really a dream that I can explain as me being in the dream so I just have to tell it as a story.
Well for starters I'm a nanny for a 9 year old so I watch a lot of Disney channel a lot lol. One of the shows that is her favorite is called "Jessie" which is about a nanny to 4 adopted kids. Out of the Disney shows its one of my favorites as well, we like watching it together cause she says it reminds her of me. Well in this dream it was like watching a new episode of "Jessie." I wasn't in the dream at all. They were on 1960 though and champions forest drive, and if I remember correctly I think they were trick or treating but not for Halloween, they were doing it for Christmas? Going house to house and kids running around everywhere. I remember that Jessie was wearing a really cute outfit that I loved which is a thought I commonly have when I'm watching the show.
It was a little strange having a dream that I wasn't in. I don't know if thats a common thing or not. Its a bit strange that I have a dream about the show after going the longest without watching it.
Sunday, March 3, 2013
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind reflection
Eternal
Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind was a very
interesting movie. Normally I can guess what’s going to happen, but this movie
had me on the edge of my seat. Jim Carey as Joel and Kate Winslet as Clementine
are the main characters. Clementine is one of those free spirited girls, who
doesn’t care what other people think and just rolls with the punches. She
worked a bookstore and she changed her hair color from blue to green to red.
Joel on the other hand is a bit more reserved, not so much as the wild and
crazy side, but something from the first moment he met her just clicked. They
met at a friend’s beach party and hit it off right away, Joel noticed how fun
and free she was.
They were in a relationship that started out
fun, and they were just absolutely crazy about each other, they joked, laughed
and played. As things time went on they got more involved and the pieces just
started falling apart. They were fighting more, she wanted a commitment and was
talking about the future and he was very responsive. Clementine came home one
night, extremely late and drunk, she told Joel that she had accidently wrecked
his car. Joel was upset and angry and accused her of sleeping around and
cheating on him, for her that was the last straw. She packed up her stuff and
she left him.
When
Joel had time to think about it, he regrets how things happened and missed her.
It was Valentine’s Day and decided to surprise her at work with a gift, but
when he got there to his surprise Clementine acted as if she had no clue of
whom he was. Not only does she not recognize him a guy named Patrick comes up
to meet her, and supposedly it’s her boyfriend. He went to his friend’s house
to vent and that is when they dropped a big bomb on him. They handed Joel a
letter that said “Clementine has had Joel Barish erased from her memory. Please
never mention their relationship to her again Thank you Lacuna INC,” he doesn’t
know what to think. To get some answers he visits Lacuna INC to find out what
they do, and sure enough they erase certain memories from people’s brains. The
company basically causes brain damage in order to delete memories from the
brain. I believe out of spit Joel decides since Clementine did that to him he
was going to do the same thing to her. They asked him to pack every single item
he has that reminds him of Clementine and to bring it to Lacuna INC. Using the
items they will spark of memories and Lacuna would be able to make a map of
this brain of where Clementine memories would be and in one procedure in one
night only she would be completely erased out of his mind, just that easy.
So
a crew comes over to the house after he takes a drug that causes him to knock
out and they get started on deleting his memory. As Joel is asleep he is seeing the memories
starting with the most recent, all the fighting and bickering, and he is happy
that they are going away. The procedure is going just as well as he thought it
would go. As the memories went on, he remembered why he loves Clementine so much;
he remembered the good things about her. He decided that he changed his mind
and he didn’t want this anymore. So in his mind him and Clementine hide in
other memories that doesn’t involve her so he can keep her in her mind. The
doctor running the machine finds them though and deletes her anyways. There was
no way of working around it and she gets completely erased from his mind. Later
down the road a few months late, by fate they meet again but only as strangers.
They hang out and click just as they did before. As Joel drops her off at her
house one morning they find their files from Lacuna and read and listen to all
the tapes, and it’s all very shocking and scary for them. They come to the
conclusion that what they had was real and to start over with each other.
When
I first started watching this movie I thought that he had a memory disorder of
some short, because it was the type of movie that begins at end then comes
moves to the beginning of their relationship. I was extremely confused at
first, and I was in for a shock. I don’t believe that any of it could ever be
possible though. The fact that you can delete certain memories from your brain is
most likely never going to be possible. I can’t even imagine the science it
would have to include in order for it to become is remotely possible.
The
brain is a very complex place, and adding brain damage to in order to erase
memories could possible cause permanent brain damage I believe. You can’t pick
and choose what you remember and what you don’t remember, that’s almost playing
god. You remember things for a reason; it is what makes you who you are, helps
define who you become. They were erasing long-term memory, which remains there
on a relatively permanent basis. Because of you long-term memory it helps to
make future decisions, so by erasing long-term memories it could affect the decisions
you make in the future. Clementine could have been a short term memory but since
their relationship continued it transferred to long-term by a process called
encoding. Long term memory has an unlimited capacity to store information, so
no matter what happened with Joel and Clementine, if they both haven’t had the procedure
done they would have always remembered everything that happened in that relationship.
Remembering everything they just couldn’t bear to remember all the bad times, because
they were both hurt by one other.
Eternal
Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind is a fictional movie, it’s not possible to cause
brain damage in order to erase memories, and for that sake I hope that it never
will be. Could you imagine how people would take advantage of the option to
erase memories? There are a lot of things that I wish I couldn’t remember, but
never in my life would I choose to delete them from my memory. Memories are
what make you who you are, how you learn.
Day 12 Busy Busy Busy
Day 12 02/18/13
I went to bed around 1:30 a.m. and woke up around 11:00 a.m.
So I'm at work at the auto shop and we are super super swamped. The entire waiting room is full of people, there isn't even a place to sit anymore. I'm feeling overwhelmed and tired, not being able to stop for even a breath.
Then I woke up
This dream was short, and I don't really remember much, but the weird part is at work the next morning, we were super busy. Not as busy as the shop was in my dream, but we made a lot of money and people were just flowing in non stop. Does are dreams some how tell us the future? Who knows.
I went to bed around 1:30 a.m. and woke up around 11:00 a.m.
So I'm at work at the auto shop and we are super super swamped. The entire waiting room is full of people, there isn't even a place to sit anymore. I'm feeling overwhelmed and tired, not being able to stop for even a breath.
This is were I work, the shop that was in my dream. I work at the front desk.
Then I woke up
This dream was short, and I don't really remember much, but the weird part is at work the next morning, we were super busy. Not as busy as the shop was in my dream, but we made a lot of money and people were just flowing in non stop. Does are dreams some how tell us the future? Who knows.
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Day 11 Left at the Alter
Day 11 02/17/13
Went to bed around 1:00 a.m. and woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up once at 7:00 a.m. because my alarm always goes off and I had this dream when I fell back alseep
I'm in a beautiful dress on the beach and I meet this guy who keeps trying to push me in. We get to talking and we are having a great time. We are stuck on like a tropical island that has beautiful waters, surrounded by forest, and amazing weather. While we are out in the ocean he asks me to marry him and I jump for joy and agree. It comes time for the wedding day, I'm wearing a blue wedding dress and all of our family and friends are waiting in a shack and the wedding is ready to start. The shack is tucked away in the forest, having to pass a bunch of palms in order to find it. We are all sitting at the tables and my future husband comes walking in. He looks drunk, tired, and he tux is all mess up. He gets on stage in front of the shack taking the mic and explains to the room why he can't marry me. I'm sitting at this table in this blue dress and I'm just listening, next thing you know he just bolts out of the place. (I can't remember if I was upset about the situation)
Then I woke up
I suppose personally, I have the fear that maybe any woman fears, that I'll die alone with 12 cats. I haven't been thinking about it recently, actually at all, but I suppose my dreams are telling me other wise. I'm kinda dating someone at the moment where its more or less a gray area so maybe thats why I fear being left. Because our state is so gray, theres a chance that he could just say "naw, I'm good" and walk off.
Went to bed around 1:00 a.m. and woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up once at 7:00 a.m. because my alarm always goes off and I had this dream when I fell back alseep
I'm in a beautiful dress on the beach and I meet this guy who keeps trying to push me in. We get to talking and we are having a great time. We are stuck on like a tropical island that has beautiful waters, surrounded by forest, and amazing weather. While we are out in the ocean he asks me to marry him and I jump for joy and agree. It comes time for the wedding day, I'm wearing a blue wedding dress and all of our family and friends are waiting in a shack and the wedding is ready to start. The shack is tucked away in the forest, having to pass a bunch of palms in order to find it. We are all sitting at the tables and my future husband comes walking in. He looks drunk, tired, and he tux is all mess up. He gets on stage in front of the shack taking the mic and explains to the room why he can't marry me. I'm sitting at this table in this blue dress and I'm just listening, next thing you know he just bolts out of the place. (I can't remember if I was upset about the situation)
This is exactly how my island looked
Then I woke up
I suppose personally, I have the fear that maybe any woman fears, that I'll die alone with 12 cats. I haven't been thinking about it recently, actually at all, but I suppose my dreams are telling me other wise. I'm kinda dating someone at the moment where its more or less a gray area so maybe thats why I fear being left. Because our state is so gray, theres a chance that he could just say "naw, I'm good" and walk off.
Monday, February 25, 2013
Day 10 Deep Sleep
Day 10 02/16/13
Went to bed around 2:00 a.m. woke up around 12:00 p.m.
This dream journal if going to be a little different because I can't really remember what happened in my dream from this night. I have always been told that I have been a EXTREMELY deep sleeper. My mom has always told me that when I was younger my brother and I once slept through an earthquake, but since then I really haven't had anyone told me something like that until my aunt came to stay with me.
When my aunt comes into town she always sleeps in my bed with me, because everyone else in the house has smaller bed or they are bad sleeping partners. My on the other hand have the most comfortable bed in the house and I stay on my side, so I'm basically the best bed partner ever! (NOT IN A DIRTY WAY FOR THOSE WITH THAT KIND OF MIND) Well it came time for her to leave and head back to California, her flight was at like 6:00 a.m or something like that, just super super early. From what I was told is that before she left she said she was going to say bye to me. So what I was told is that she came in to my room while I was sleeping and gave me a kiss and a biiiiig hug. Weird part is, I have no memory of this even happening. I didn't not feel a thing let alone hear her get ready and pack all her stuff up to leave. She told me that she thought I was dead for a second because I did not even flinch. It's pretty strange to me that I could be so completely out of it. Just think about it someone could come in my room while I'm passed out in my deep deep sleep and steal everything in my room, even my bed, and there is a possiblity that I wouldn't feel a thing. (Not advisable though) I would honestly one day record me sleeping one night and see what I really do in the middle of the night. After the stories I can't help but be curious
Went to bed around 2:00 a.m. woke up around 12:00 p.m.
This dream journal if going to be a little different because I can't really remember what happened in my dream from this night. I have always been told that I have been a EXTREMELY deep sleeper. My mom has always told me that when I was younger my brother and I once slept through an earthquake, but since then I really haven't had anyone told me something like that until my aunt came to stay with me.
When my aunt comes into town she always sleeps in my bed with me, because everyone else in the house has smaller bed or they are bad sleeping partners. My on the other hand have the most comfortable bed in the house and I stay on my side, so I'm basically the best bed partner ever! (NOT IN A DIRTY WAY FOR THOSE WITH THAT KIND OF MIND) Well it came time for her to leave and head back to California, her flight was at like 6:00 a.m or something like that, just super super early. From what I was told is that before she left she said she was going to say bye to me. So what I was told is that she came in to my room while I was sleeping and gave me a kiss and a biiiiig hug. Weird part is, I have no memory of this even happening. I didn't not feel a thing let alone hear her get ready and pack all her stuff up to leave. She told me that she thought I was dead for a second because I did not even flinch. It's pretty strange to me that I could be so completely out of it. Just think about it someone could come in my room while I'm passed out in my deep deep sleep and steal everything in my room, even my bed, and there is a possiblity that I wouldn't feel a thing. (Not advisable though) I would honestly one day record me sleeping one night and see what I really do in the middle of the night. After the stories I can't help but be curious
Day 9 Pregnancy Scare
Day 9 02/15/13
I went to bed around 2:30 a.m. and woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up once at around 7:00 a.m. and quickly passed out again
I'm hanging out with my friend (not really sure what friend) and we start talking and all of a sudden I have then strange feeling that I might be pregnant. Don't know where it came from, but some asian guy came to mind. Freaking out like any girl would I'm sitting in the bathroom going over my past wondering if it is even possible that I could be pregnant.
Then I woke up
This dream was short, and strange. I know for a fact there is no way that I'm pregnant or could even think that I'm pregnant. Not a chance lol. I don't understand where the Asian guy came from either because, I don't really know any Asian people to begin with. I wonder if there was more to this dream but I just can't remember the beginning but I was in a very very deep sleep. It's kinda weird though that some dreams seem so real that even though it is impossible you wake up wondering if the dream is actually true. It was very vivid and the feelings were so real. The concern, the fear, the worry.
I went to bed around 2:30 a.m. and woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up once at around 7:00 a.m. and quickly passed out again
I'm hanging out with my friend (not really sure what friend) and we start talking and all of a sudden I have then strange feeling that I might be pregnant. Don't know where it came from, but some asian guy came to mind. Freaking out like any girl would I'm sitting in the bathroom going over my past wondering if it is even possible that I could be pregnant.
Then I woke up
This dream was short, and strange. I know for a fact there is no way that I'm pregnant or could even think that I'm pregnant. Not a chance lol. I don't understand where the Asian guy came from either because, I don't really know any Asian people to begin with. I wonder if there was more to this dream but I just can't remember the beginning but I was in a very very deep sleep. It's kinda weird though that some dreams seem so real that even though it is impossible you wake up wondering if the dream is actually true. It was very vivid and the feelings were so real. The concern, the fear, the worry.
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Day 8 Ex's Always Come Back
Day 8 02/14/13
Went to bed around 1:30 a.m. woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up at lease twice
I wish you could earse ex's from my memory.
I ran into my old ex Derek, some other guy, Derek, and I go back to Derek's house. As soon as I walk into the door and sit down his father tells me I can leave. Kinda hurt I stand up and go outside ready to leave, my ex Derek follows me. We get to talking outside and he tells me, "Lauren will you be my girlfriend?" "But not anything serious but you will be my main women." Complete disgusted I start to yell, "are you f******* serious?!" "You have some nerve." I storm off and hop into my car and drive off. Next day we are back together in someones loft, Derek, his dad, and I are there. We are sitting around talking and out of no where I start crying telling Derek "I loved you, your parents love you, but you are not willing to better yourself." "You have a bunch of people behind you trying to push you to want to do better, but you don't do a thing" "I can't be with you." He sits there and just stares at me life he doesn't understand.
Then I wake up
I honestly havent talked to my ex since August. I have no idea where this came from. The strange thing when I woke up I signed on to Facebook and sure enough there is my ex! He posted a status on Facebook and it was the first thing on my news feed. What are the odds of that?! I possibly think that the mind prepares you for things that are coming. I have a friend who told me that he has been having dreams about his ex lately, and next morning his ex added him on Facebook. What are the freaking odds?! Maybe cause is telling you that the storm is rolling in so he gives you a sneak peek on how its going to pan out. How else do you explain it?
Went to bed around 1:30 a.m. woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up at lease twice
I wish you could earse ex's from my memory.
Then I wake up
I honestly havent talked to my ex since August. I have no idea where this came from. The strange thing when I woke up I signed on to Facebook and sure enough there is my ex! He posted a status on Facebook and it was the first thing on my news feed. What are the odds of that?! I possibly think that the mind prepares you for things that are coming. I have a friend who told me that he has been having dreams about his ex lately, and next morning his ex added him on Facebook. What are the freaking odds?! Maybe cause is telling you that the storm is rolling in so he gives you a sneak peek on how its going to pan out. How else do you explain it?
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Day 7 My Own Show
Day 7 02/13/13
I went to bed around 12:30 a.m. and woke up at 8:00 a.m.
This dream was short, but quite funny
I'm riding on top of a car, a black SUV type like and suburban. All of a sudden I turn in to Brittany Spears and I'm standing on top of the car singing Toxic with mic driving next to a water fall. Then my back up dancers appear and its my 2 of my close guy friends that are wearing dresses. Not just any kind of dress but red prom looking strapless dresses, so their peck muscles are showing, (kinda like this) and its just plain weird. But I personally think that we were rocking out.
I got a kick out of this dream. Again don't really understand it. I saw an episode of Say Yes to the Dress where a guy tried on a wedding dress which was really funny. But why would I be Brittany Spears? For one, I hate her. Secondly, I hate her music. So if you can explain this one to me please do lol.
I went to bed around 12:30 a.m. and woke up at 8:00 a.m.
This dream was short, but quite funny
I'm riding on top of a car, a black SUV type like and suburban. All of a sudden I turn in to Brittany Spears and I'm standing on top of the car singing Toxic with mic driving next to a water fall. Then my back up dancers appear and its my 2 of my close guy friends that are wearing dresses. Not just any kind of dress but red prom looking strapless dresses, so their peck muscles are showing, (kinda like this) and its just plain weird. But I personally think that we were rocking out.
I got a kick out of this dream. Again don't really understand it. I saw an episode of Say Yes to the Dress where a guy tried on a wedding dress which was really funny. But why would I be Brittany Spears? For one, I hate her. Secondly, I hate her music. So if you can explain this one to me please do lol.
Day 6 Run For My Life
Day 6 02/12/13
Went to bed around 1:00 a.m. woke up around 11:30 a.m.
It was a day at a new school and I'm driving my green Chevy Blazer. There is no parking anywhere, so I park on a dirt area next to a baseball field. I go about my day and when school is over I walk towards where I park my car, but to my surprise it is not there. I start to panic and walk around the entire parking lot wondering if I forgot where I parked. I go back to the baseball fields and there are people selling food from a consession stand, "hey, I parked my car here this morning and I don't know what happened to it," I asked a Mexican man working there. "You are not allowed to park here so we took the car and put it in the back, we are going to keep it," he tells me. I told him that today was my first day and that I didn't know that it was a no parking zone. He kindly understands and leads me back into a little western town behind the consession stand, my mom magic appears next me to. He leads us into a worn down building, that seems to be a bar of some sort and leads us into a small tiny bathroom. He locks us in the room with him inside as well (WARNING THIS IS WHERE IT GETS KIND OF WEIRD). This guy starts touching my butt and I slap his hand away, next thing you know he is taking of his shirt. Me and my mom are shocked, my mom starts talking to him distracting him and I open the door and make a run for it. As I'm leaping over this guy so I can get out of the room his gun falls out. My mom steps on it and this guy is yelling the whole time "hand me my gun, hand me my gun." I pick up the gun take out the clip and throw it out, and make a run for it. I'm running out of this town, looking behind me making sure that my mother is behind me and she is. I'm out of the town and safe, and hop in my car and go.
Then I wake up
I woke up from this dream extremely confused, I have no idea where any of this came from. Don't know how to explain it. I don't know if i believe that dreams have anything to do with your life currently, cause honestly most of the time they completely come out of no where. Don't get me wrong, sometimes they highten my current worries, but sometimes they are just a bunch of hoopla.
Went to bed around 1:00 a.m. woke up around 11:30 a.m.
It was a day at a new school and I'm driving my green Chevy Blazer. There is no parking anywhere, so I park on a dirt area next to a baseball field. I go about my day and when school is over I walk towards where I park my car, but to my surprise it is not there. I start to panic and walk around the entire parking lot wondering if I forgot where I parked. I go back to the baseball fields and there are people selling food from a consession stand, "hey, I parked my car here this morning and I don't know what happened to it," I asked a Mexican man working there. "You are not allowed to park here so we took the car and put it in the back, we are going to keep it," he tells me. I told him that today was my first day and that I didn't know that it was a no parking zone. He kindly understands and leads me back into a little western town behind the consession stand, my mom magic appears next me to. He leads us into a worn down building, that seems to be a bar of some sort and leads us into a small tiny bathroom. He locks us in the room with him inside as well (WARNING THIS IS WHERE IT GETS KIND OF WEIRD). This guy starts touching my butt and I slap his hand away, next thing you know he is taking of his shirt. Me and my mom are shocked, my mom starts talking to him distracting him and I open the door and make a run for it. As I'm leaping over this guy so I can get out of the room his gun falls out. My mom steps on it and this guy is yelling the whole time "hand me my gun, hand me my gun." I pick up the gun take out the clip and throw it out, and make a run for it. I'm running out of this town, looking behind me making sure that my mother is behind me and she is. I'm out of the town and safe, and hop in my car and go.
Then I wake up
I woke up from this dream extremely confused, I have no idea where any of this came from. Don't know how to explain it. I don't know if i believe that dreams have anything to do with your life currently, cause honestly most of the time they completely come out of no where. Don't get me wrong, sometimes they highten my current worries, but sometimes they are just a bunch of hoopla.
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
P.S.
******The drawings that I put on here are terrible I know. I was never an artist and I'm not gonna start now, so feel free to laugh and make fun if you would like lol*******
Day 5 Attack of the Aliens (Talk About Strange)
Day 2 02/11/13
I went to bed around 3:00 a.m and woke up around noon.
This dream is gonna sound fake and like it really didn't happen, but I swear to you I really had this dream lol
A cold pitch black night and I'm hiking up some hills, not knowing where I am. All of a sudden I find myself in a fight with aliens (believe it or not). We are fighting over a gun that makes people vanish into thin air, turns them into tiny dust particles. The fight is intense and everyone that is on my side are fastly disappearing. I have 3 people left that are fighting with me against the aliens and I see that one alien has fired a shot their way. The shots from these guns are not like bullets, they look as if they are balls of light, or fire. I jump in front of the people in my team and spare their lifes, hoping that they will fight on.
Then I woke up
I'm upset that I don't remember who won the fight. I seriously woke up saying "WTF". By far one of the strangest dreams I think I have ever had. Makes absolutely no sense to me. On sunday I went to Galveston and won a gaint blow up alien that now sits in the corner of my room and watches me sleep, maybe thats the reason for the strange alien dream. I have no words really to explain where any of this could have come from, regarding my real life. I have nothing going on that even comes close to resembling a hardcore alien fight. lol
I went to bed around 3:00 a.m and woke up around noon.
This dream is gonna sound fake and like it really didn't happen, but I swear to you I really had this dream lol
A cold pitch black night and I'm hiking up some hills, not knowing where I am. All of a sudden I find myself in a fight with aliens (believe it or not). We are fighting over a gun that makes people vanish into thin air, turns them into tiny dust particles. The fight is intense and everyone that is on my side are fastly disappearing. I have 3 people left that are fighting with me against the aliens and I see that one alien has fired a shot their way. The shots from these guns are not like bullets, they look as if they are balls of light, or fire. I jump in front of the people in my team and spare their lifes, hoping that they will fight on.
Then I woke up
I'm upset that I don't remember who won the fight. I seriously woke up saying "WTF". By far one of the strangest dreams I think I have ever had. Makes absolutely no sense to me. On sunday I went to Galveston and won a gaint blow up alien that now sits in the corner of my room and watches me sleep, maybe thats the reason for the strange alien dream. I have no words really to explain where any of this could have come from, regarding my real life. I have nothing going on that even comes close to resembling a hardcore alien fight. lol
Monday, February 18, 2013
Day 4 FIRED!!
Day 4 02/10/15
I went to bed around 2:30 a.m. (late night) and woke up around 11:00 a.m. Slept like a rock like I normally do and never got up in the middle of the night
I pull up to work, normal parking lot that I normally park in, feeling that today is a good day and theres somthing speical in store for me. As soon as I walk into the building I realize that I'm working at a jewerly shop, right away I get to work. I stand at some turn tables with a bunch of earrings on it matching them up and putting them in their place. My lady boss walks in, "good morning" I tell her. "Lauren I need to speak to you," she says "I'm sorry to say this but I'm gonna have to let you go. Your not fired but you can't working here anymore." I'm stunned and mildly confused, "why? What did I do?" "Your always late. I need you here and your very important to my buiness, but you have to leave." Completely confused and baffled by what is coming out of her mouth, I slowly pack up my stuff and leave the store. On my way to the car, I start having the biggest hissy fit. Stomping, and screaming in the parking lot, crying, acting as a child who didn't get her way.
Then I wake up.
When I woke up I couldn't help but feel like it really happened, and I honestly questioned if I still had a job. Recently my dreams have been feeling quite real. I'm not really sure what that means. I have never had a problem at my job. Never got close to being fired, I have been at my job for a very long time and I know that I am important to the business. But maybe, just maybe, the dream was telling me that everything must come to an end at some point
I went to bed around 2:30 a.m. (late night) and woke up around 11:00 a.m. Slept like a rock like I normally do and never got up in the middle of the night
I pull up to work, normal parking lot that I normally park in, feeling that today is a good day and theres somthing speical in store for me. As soon as I walk into the building I realize that I'm working at a jewerly shop, right away I get to work. I stand at some turn tables with a bunch of earrings on it matching them up and putting them in their place. My lady boss walks in, "good morning" I tell her. "Lauren I need to speak to you," she says "I'm sorry to say this but I'm gonna have to let you go. Your not fired but you can't working here anymore." I'm stunned and mildly confused, "why? What did I do?" "Your always late. I need you here and your very important to my buiness, but you have to leave." Completely confused and baffled by what is coming out of her mouth, I slowly pack up my stuff and leave the store. On my way to the car, I start having the biggest hissy fit. Stomping, and screaming in the parking lot, crying, acting as a child who didn't get her way.
Then I wake up.
When I woke up I couldn't help but feel like it really happened, and I honestly questioned if I still had a job. Recently my dreams have been feeling quite real. I'm not really sure what that means. I have never had a problem at my job. Never got close to being fired, I have been at my job for a very long time and I know that I am important to the business. But maybe, just maybe, the dream was telling me that everything must come to an end at some point
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Day 3 Angry Mother
Day 3 02/09/13 Dream Journal
Went to sleep around 8:00 p.m. and woke up around 7:00 a.m.
(I don't remember much of this dream)
Mom comes up into my room, and awakens me. Right away she starts yelling at me for sleeping to much. "Lauren, I'm tired of you sleeping till noon everyday," she says.
Then I wake up
This dream was short, my mom never complains about me sleeping to much. She knows that I go to school and work, so she respects the small amount of time that I use to catch up on my sleep. But I suppose mothers always have to have something to complain about, even in dreams. ;)
Went to sleep around 8:00 p.m. and woke up around 7:00 a.m.
(I don't remember much of this dream)
Mom comes up into my room, and awakens me. Right away she starts yelling at me for sleeping to much. "Lauren, I'm tired of you sleeping till noon everyday," she says.
Then I wake up
This dream was short, my mom never complains about me sleeping to much. She knows that I go to school and work, so she respects the small amount of time that I use to catch up on my sleep. But I suppose mothers always have to have something to complain about, even in dreams. ;)
Day 2 Curshed
Day 2 02/08/13 Dream Journal
Went to bed around midnight, slept through the entire night. Woke up around 10:00 a.m.
I'm at a creek with a guy I'm dating best friend, not exactly sure what I'm doing here with him, but I go along with it. We're standing next to a tree and he tries to kiss me. I pull away and look over and I see the guy I've been seeing, Colton, in his truck across the creek hooking up with some girl. I'm stunned, don't know what to think or what to do. I tell Trey, Coltons bestfriend, I want to go and we head to his house. As soon as we get there, an old friend I haven't talked to in years is laying on the living room floor. I lay down next to her and watch TV with her. Treys mom is coming down stairs and starts chit chatting with us and joking around.
Then I woke up.
I don't really know what to think about this dream. When I wake up I feel crushed, can't help but think that all the time that I have put into dating Colton that the entire time hes been talking to other girls. Recently I have been thinking about it more often, because I have a strong feeling that it is true. I can't explain why I would be with his best friend cause I have never had any feelings for him whats so ever.
Went to bed around midnight, slept through the entire night. Woke up around 10:00 a.m.
I'm at a creek with a guy I'm dating best friend, not exactly sure what I'm doing here with him, but I go along with it. We're standing next to a tree and he tries to kiss me. I pull away and look over and I see the guy I've been seeing, Colton, in his truck across the creek hooking up with some girl. I'm stunned, don't know what to think or what to do. I tell Trey, Coltons bestfriend, I want to go and we head to his house. As soon as we get there, an old friend I haven't talked to in years is laying on the living room floor. I lay down next to her and watch TV with her. Treys mom is coming down stairs and starts chit chatting with us and joking around.
Then I woke up.
I don't really know what to think about this dream. When I wake up I feel crushed, can't help but think that all the time that I have put into dating Colton that the entire time hes been talking to other girls. Recently I have been thinking about it more often, because I have a strong feeling that it is true. I can't explain why I would be with his best friend cause I have never had any feelings for him whats so ever.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Day 1 Mysterious Car
Day 1 02/07/13 Dream Journal
Went to bed around 2:00 a.m. and woke up around 10:45 a.m. I woke up 2 times between that time.
I come out of school, not remembering where I parked. I look around and around then noticed my elephant necklace that I have hanging around my rearview mirror only, it wasn't in my normal car. I have the keys to this mysterious new car and hop right in. The car has all these strange gadgets, such as a foot button to start up the car. All of a sudden a guys voice calls me from in the car and is telling me how to use all the gadgets. Then looking into my rearview mirror I spot a scary shadow of a woman following me trying to catch up to me, she disappers. I pull into a garage and the guy that has been talking to me on the phone just appears in my car, I tell him "I don't like the car" he says "good, because it's not yours." He then hands me they keys to a new different car and I leave.
Then I wake up.
It's so strange trying to figure out what dreams mean. Recently I have been talking about getting a new car, and have been doing a bit of shopping. That's probably the reason for the new car in my dream. But one thing I can not figure out is the scary shadowy woman in my dream. She was terrifing, I couldn't see her face and I remember her saying something that creeped me out, but for the life of me can't remember what it was. The elephant necklace was a sign of reality because it really is on my rearview mirror.
Went to bed around 2:00 a.m. and woke up around 10:45 a.m. I woke up 2 times between that time.
I come out of school, not remembering where I parked. I look around and around then noticed my elephant necklace that I have hanging around my rearview mirror only, it wasn't in my normal car. I have the keys to this mysterious new car and hop right in. The car has all these strange gadgets, such as a foot button to start up the car. All of a sudden a guys voice calls me from in the car and is telling me how to use all the gadgets. Then looking into my rearview mirror I spot a scary shadow of a woman following me trying to catch up to me, she disappers. I pull into a garage and the guy that has been talking to me on the phone just appears in my car, I tell him "I don't like the car" he says "good, because it's not yours." He then hands me they keys to a new different car and I leave.
Then I wake up.
It's so strange trying to figure out what dreams mean. Recently I have been talking about getting a new car, and have been doing a bit of shopping. That's probably the reason for the new car in my dream. But one thing I can not figure out is the scary shadowy woman in my dream. She was terrifing, I couldn't see her face and I remember her saying something that creeped me out, but for the life of me can't remember what it was. The elephant necklace was a sign of reality because it really is on my rearview mirror.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Its only the beginning
Hello blogging world,
I have to say that I have not really been the type of person to blog, nor have I ever had the urge to start a blog. It has come down to where I have to start one lol.
So this is me, Lauren :)
I am currently a student at Lonestar College and enrolled in a General Psychology class which has made me, as part of a final project that is 25% of our grade, start a blog.
The project is called Discovering Psychology. It requires us to choose activities, I guess you would call them, from a list that our professor gave us and we have to perform this activities and then blog about them.
So out of my post will be ways that I'm discovering Psychology for myself. I'll explain my experiences, what I have learned, my thoughts, and feelings, I'll try to make is as entertaining as I can :) Give you a little sneak peak of whats going on in the mind of Lauren, which might be a little scary at times.
I have to say that I have not really been the type of person to blog, nor have I ever had the urge to start a blog. It has come down to where I have to start one lol.
So this is me, Lauren :)
The project is called Discovering Psychology. It requires us to choose activities, I guess you would call them, from a list that our professor gave us and we have to perform this activities and then blog about them.
So out of my post will be ways that I'm discovering Psychology for myself. I'll explain my experiences, what I have learned, my thoughts, and feelings, I'll try to make is as entertaining as I can :) Give you a little sneak peak of whats going on in the mind of Lauren, which might be a little scary at times.
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