Day 8 Ex's Always Come Back

Day 8 02/14/13

Went to bed around 1:30 a.m. woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up at lease twice

I wish you could earse ex's from my memory.

I ran into my old ex Derek, some other guy, Derek, and I go back to Derek's house. As soon as I walk into the door and sit down his father tells me I can leave. Kinda hurt I stand up and go outside ready to leave, my ex Derek follows me. We get to talking outside and he tells me, "Lauren will you be my girlfriend?" "But not anything serious but you will be my main women." Complete disgusted I start to yell, "are you f******* serious?!" "You have some nerve." I storm off and hop into my car and drive off. Next day we are back together in someones loft, Derek, his dad, and I are there. We are sitting around talking and out of no where I start crying telling Derek "I loved you, your parents love you, but you are not willing to better yourself." "You have a bunch of people behind you trying to push you to want to do better, but you don't do a thing" "I can't be with you." He sits there and just stares at me life he doesn't understand.

Then I wake up

I honestly havent talked to my ex since August. I have no idea where this came from. The strange thing when I woke up I signed on to Facebook and sure enough there is my ex! He posted a status on Facebook and it was the first thing on my news feed. What are the odds of that?! I possibly think that the mind prepares you for things that are coming. I have a friend who told me that he has been having dreams about his ex lately, and next morning his ex added him on Facebook. What are the freaking odds?! Maybe cause is telling you that the storm is rolling in so he gives you a sneak peek on how its going to pan out. How else do you explain it?