Day 11 Left at the Alter

Day 11 02/17/13

Went to bed around 1:00 a.m. and woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up once at 7:00 a.m. because my alarm always goes off and I had this dream when I fell back alseep

I'm in a beautiful dress on the beach and I meet this guy who keeps trying to push me in. We get to talking and we are having a great time. We are stuck on like a tropical island that has beautiful waters, surrounded by forest, and amazing weather. While we are out in the ocean he asks me to marry him and I jump for joy and agree. It comes time for the wedding day, I'm wearing a blue wedding dress and all of our family and friends are waiting in a shack and the wedding is ready to start. The shack is tucked away in the forest, having to pass a bunch of palms in order to find it. We are all sitting at the tables and my future husband comes walking in. He looks drunk, tired, and he tux is all mess up. He gets on stage in front of the shack taking the mic and explains to the room why he can't marry me. I'm sitting at this table in this blue dress and I'm just listening, next thing you know he just bolts out of the place. (I can't remember if I was upset about the situation)

This is exactly how my island looked

Then I woke up

I suppose personally, I have the fear that maybe any woman fears, that I'll die alone with 12 cats. I haven't been thinking about it recently, actually at all, but I suppose my dreams are telling me other wise. I'm kinda dating someone at the moment where its more or less a gray area so maybe thats why I fear being left. Because our state is so gray, theres a chance that he could just say "naw, I'm good" and walk off.

Day 10 Deep Sleep

Day 10 02/16/13

Went to bed around 2:00 a.m. woke up around 12:00 p.m.

This dream journal if going to be a little different because I can't really remember what happened in my dream from this night. I have always been told that I have been a EXTREMELY deep sleeper. My mom has always told me that when I was younger my brother and I once slept through an earthquake, but since then I really haven't had anyone told me something like that until my aunt came to stay with me.

When my aunt comes into town she always sleeps in my bed with me, because everyone else in the house has smaller bed or they are bad sleeping partners. My on the other hand have the most comfortable bed in the house and I stay on my side, so I'm basically the best bed partner ever! (NOT IN A DIRTY WAY FOR THOSE WITH THAT KIND OF MIND) Well it came time for her to leave and head back to California, her flight was at like 6:00 a.m or something like that, just super super early. From what I was told is that before she left she said she was going to say bye to me. So what I was told is that she came in to my room while I was sleeping and gave me a kiss and a biiiiig hug. Weird part is, I have no memory of this even happening. I didn't not feel a thing let alone hear her get ready and pack all her stuff up to leave. She told me that she thought I was dead for a second because I did not even flinch. It's pretty strange to me that I could be so completely out of it. Just think about it someone could come in my room while I'm passed out in my deep deep sleep and steal everything in my room, even my bed, and there is a possiblity that I wouldn't feel a thing. (Not advisable though) I would honestly one day record me sleeping one night and see what I really do in the middle of the night. After the stories I can't help but be curious

Day 9 Pregnancy Scare

Day 9 02/15/13

I went to bed around 2:30 a.m. and woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up once at around 7:00 a.m. and quickly passed out again

I'm hanging out with my friend (not really sure what friend) and we start talking and all of a sudden I have then strange feeling that I might be pregnant. Don't know where it came from, but some asian guy came to mind. Freaking out like any girl would I'm sitting in the bathroom going over my past wondering if it is even possible that I could be pregnant.


Then I woke up

This dream was short, and strange. I know for a fact there is no way that I'm pregnant or could even think that I'm pregnant. Not a chance lol. I don't understand where the Asian guy came from either because, I don't really know any Asian people to begin with. I wonder if there was more to this dream but I just can't remember the beginning but I was in a very very deep sleep. It's kinda weird though that some dreams seem so real that even though it is impossible you wake up wondering if the dream is actually true. It was very vivid and the feelings were so real. The concern, the fear, the worry.

Day 8 Ex's Always Come Back

Day 8 02/14/13

Went to bed around 1:30 a.m. woke up around 11:00 a.m.
I woke up at lease twice

I wish you could earse ex's from my memory.

I ran into my old ex Derek, some other guy, Derek, and I go back to Derek's house. As soon as I walk into the door and sit down his father tells me I can leave. Kinda hurt I stand up and go outside ready to leave, my ex Derek follows me. We get to talking outside and he tells me, "Lauren will you be my girlfriend?" "But not anything serious but you will be my main women." Complete disgusted I start to yell, "are you f******* serious?!" "You have some nerve." I storm off and hop into my car and drive off. Next day we are back together in someones loft, Derek, his dad, and I are there. We are sitting around talking and out of no where I start crying telling Derek "I loved you, your parents love you, but you are not willing to better yourself." "You have a bunch of people behind you trying to push you to want to do better, but you don't do a thing" "I can't be with you." He sits there and just stares at me life he doesn't understand.

Then I wake up

I honestly havent talked to my ex since August. I have no idea where this came from. The strange thing when I woke up I signed on to Facebook and sure enough there is my ex! He posted a status on Facebook and it was the first thing on my news feed. What are the odds of that?! I possibly think that the mind prepares you for things that are coming. I have a friend who told me that he has been having dreams about his ex lately, and next morning his ex added him on Facebook. What are the freaking odds?! Maybe cause is telling you that the storm is rolling in so he gives you a sneak peek on how its going to pan out. How else do you explain it?

Day 7 My Own Show

Day 7 02/13/13

I went to bed around 12:30 a.m. and woke up at 8:00 a.m.

This dream was short, but quite funny

I'm riding on top of a car, a black SUV type like and suburban. All of a sudden I turn in to Brittany Spears and I'm standing on top of the car singing Toxic with mic driving next to a water fall. Then my back up dancers appear and its my 2 of my close guy friends that are wearing dresses. Not just any kind of dress but red prom looking strapless dresses, so their peck muscles are showing, (kinda like this) and its just plain weird. But I personally think that we were rocking out.

I got a kick out of this dream. Again don't really understand it. I saw an episode of Say Yes to the Dress where a guy tried on a wedding dress which was really funny. But why would I be Brittany Spears? For one, I hate her. Secondly, I hate her music. So if you can explain this one to me please do lol.

Day 6 Run For My Life

Day 6 02/12/13

Went to bed around 1:00 a.m. woke up around 11:30 a.m.

It was a day at a new school and I'm driving my green Chevy Blazer. There is no parking anywhere, so I park on a dirt area next to a baseball field. I go about my day and when school is over I walk towards where I park my car, but to my surprise it is not there. I start to panic and walk around the entire parking lot wondering if I forgot where I parked. I go back to the baseball fields and there are people selling food from a consession stand, "hey, I parked my car here this morning and I don't know what happened to it," I asked a Mexican man working there. "You are not allowed to park here so we took the car and put it in the back, we are going to keep it," he tells me. I told him that today was my first day and that I didn't know that it was a no parking zone. He kindly understands and leads me back into a little western town behind the consession stand, my mom magic appears next me to. He leads us into a worn down building, that seems to be a bar of some sort and leads us into a small tiny bathroom. He locks us in the room with him inside as well (WARNING THIS IS WHERE IT GETS KIND OF WEIRD). This guy starts touching my butt and I slap his hand away, next thing you know he is taking of his shirt. Me and my mom are shocked, my mom starts talking to him distracting him and I open the door and make a run for it. As I'm leaping over this guy so I can get out of the room his gun falls out. My mom steps on it and this guy is yelling the whole time "hand me my gun, hand me my gun." I pick up the gun take out the clip and throw it out, and make a run for it. I'm running out of this town, looking behind me making sure that my mother is behind me and she is. I'm out of the town and safe, and hop in my car and go.

Then I wake up

I woke up from this dream extremely confused, I have no idea where any of this came from. Don't know how to explain it.  I don't know if i believe that dreams have anything to do with your life currently, cause honestly most of the time they completely come out of no where. Don't get me wrong, sometimes they highten my current worries, but sometimes they are just a bunch of hoopla.

P.S.

******The drawings that I put on here are terrible I know. I was never an artist and I'm not gonna start now, so feel free to laugh and make fun if you would like lol*******

Day 5 Attack of the Aliens (Talk About Strange)

Day 2 02/11/13

I went to bed around 3:00 a.m and woke up around noon.

This dream is gonna sound fake and like it really didn't happen, but I swear to you I really had this dream lol

A cold pitch black night and I'm hiking up some hills, not knowing where I am. All of a sudden I find myself in a fight with aliens (believe it or not). We are fighting over a gun that makes people vanish into thin air, turns them into tiny dust particles. The fight is intense and everyone that is on my side are fastly disappearing. I have 3 people left that are fighting with me against the aliens and I see that one alien has fired a shot their way. The shots from these guns are not like bullets, they look as if they are balls of light, or fire. I jump in front of the people in my team and spare their lifes, hoping that they will fight on.

Then I woke up

I'm upset that I don't remember who won the fight. I seriously woke up saying "WTF". By far one of the strangest dreams I think I have ever had. Makes absolutely no sense to me. On sunday I went to Galveston and won a gaint blow up alien that now sits in the corner of my room and watches me sleep, maybe thats the reason for the strange alien dream. I have no words really to explain where any of this could have come from, regarding my real life. I have nothing going on that even comes close to resembling a hardcore alien fight. lol

Day 4 FIRED!!

Day 4 02/10/15

I went to bed around 2:30 a.m. (late night) and woke up around 11:00 a.m. Slept like a rock like I normally do and never got up in the middle of the night

I pull up to work, normal parking lot that I normally park in, feeling that today is a good day and theres somthing speical in store for me. As soon as I walk into the building I realize that I'm working at a jewerly shop, right away I get to work. I stand at some turn tables with a bunch of earrings on it matching them up and putting them in their place. My lady boss walks in, "good morning" I tell her. "Lauren I need to speak to you," she says "I'm sorry to say this but I'm gonna have to let you go. Your not fired but you can't working here anymore." I'm stunned and mildly confused, "why? What did I do?" "Your always late. I need you here and your very important to my buiness, but you have to leave." Completely confused and baffled by what is coming out of her mouth, I slowly pack up my stuff and leave the store. On my way to the car, I start having the biggest hissy fit. Stomping, and screaming in the parking lot, crying, acting as a child who didn't get her way.

Then I wake up.

When I woke up I couldn't help but feel like it really happened, and I honestly questioned if I still had a job. Recently my dreams have been feeling quite real. I'm not really sure what that means. I have never had a problem at my job. Never got close to being fired, I have been at my job for a very long time and I know that I am important to the business. But maybe, just maybe, the dream was telling me that everything must come to an end at some point

Day 3 Angry Mother

Day 3 02/09/13 Dream Journal

Went to sleep around 8:00 p.m. and woke up around 7:00 a.m.

(I don't remember much of this dream)
Mom comes up into my room, and awakens me. Right away she starts yelling at me for sleeping to much. "Lauren, I'm tired of you sleeping till noon everyday," she says.

Then I wake up

This dream was short, my mom never complains about me sleeping to much. She knows that I go to school and work, so she respects the small amount of time that I use to catch up on my sleep. But I suppose mothers always have to have something to complain about, even in dreams. ;)

Day 2 Curshed

Day 2 02/08/13 Dream Journal

Went to bed around midnight, slept through the entire night. Woke up around 10:00 a.m.

I'm at a creek with a guy I'm dating best friend, not exactly sure what I'm doing here with him, but I go along with it. We're standing next to a tree and he tries to kiss me. I pull away and look over and I see the guy I've been seeing, Colton, in his truck across the creek hooking up with some girl. I'm stunned, don't know what to think or what to do. I tell Trey, Coltons bestfriend, I want to go and we head to his house. As soon as we get there, an old friend I haven't talked to in years is laying on the living room floor. I lay down next to her and watch TV with her. Treys mom is coming down stairs and starts chit chatting with us and joking around.

Then I woke up.

I don't really know what to think about this dream. When I wake up I feel crushed, can't help but think that all the time that I have put into dating Colton that the entire time hes been talking to other girls. Recently I have been thinking about it more often, because I have a strong feeling that it is true. I can't explain why I would be with his best friend cause I have never had any feelings for him whats so ever.

Day 1 Mysterious Car

Day 1 02/07/13 Dream Journal

Went to bed around 2:00 a.m. and woke up around 10:45 a.m. I woke up 2 times between that time.

I come out of school, not remembering where I parked. I look around and around then noticed my elephant necklace that I have hanging around my rearview mirror only, it wasn't in my normal car. I have the keys to this mysterious new car and hop right in. The car has all these strange gadgets, such as a foot button to start up the car. All of a sudden a guys voice calls me from in the car and is telling me how to use all the gadgets. Then looking into my rearview mirror I spot a scary shadow of a woman following me trying to catch up to me, she disappers. I pull into a garage and the guy that has been talking to me on the phone just appears in my car, I tell him "I don't like the car" he says "good, because it's not yours." He then hands me they keys to a new different car and I leave.

Then I wake up.

It's so strange trying to figure out what dreams mean. Recently I have been talking about getting a new car, and have been doing a bit of shopping. That's probably the reason for the new car in my dream. But one thing I can not figure out is the scary shadowy woman in my dream. She was terrifing, I couldn't see her face and I remember her saying something that creeped me out, but for the life of me can't remember what it was. The elephant necklace was a sign of reality because it really is on my rearview mirror.